people.

people interest me.
we're all so selfish.
self-serving.
i was taught in self defence never to scream help.
to always scream fire.
because if you call for help people will pretend they didn't hear you.
it doesn't affect them.
fires affect them, so they'll pay attention.
people also like to hide behind computer screens.
they abuse and hate from the safety of their bedrooms.
lying, rumours, death threats.
don't worry about those dark alley-ways...
its facebook you really have to worry about.
where people go to abuse others.
instead of looking them in the eyes as they break their hearts.
i believe in forgiveness.
but i'm always slow to do so.
i think there is far too much evil in the world.
yet i'm bringing my own in.
so yeah, i'm not perfect.
and i'm never pretending to be.
i believe that love is all we need.
that nothing else matters.
because negativity is bringing us down.
hope will build us up.
and at the end of the day you can be lying on the ground
or standing on top of a mountain.
its up to you.

don't need a miracle

feels somewhat wiser after putting my jumbled thoughts in words.
you may be confused.
i'm always confused.
i should probably get that checked out.
but its refreshing putting your thoughts out into the real world.
blogging is hardly the real world.
getting it out of my brain and onto something else.
its nice.
josh wilson has made my day.
made me realise things i didn't know i was able to realise.
things that had passed me by.
undetected, unnoticed.
don't need a miracle, something impossible, that makes you easy to believe, when you say everything that's right infront of me, is all the proof i'll ever need.

♥

would you dare, would you dare to believe, that you still have reason to sing, cause the pain that you've been feeling, it can't compare to the joy that's coming, so hold on, you gotta wait for the light, press on and just fight the good fight, cause you know the pain you're feeling, it's just the dark before the morning

but life is not a snapshot, it might take a little time but you'll see the bigger picture, once you feel the weight of glory, all your pain with fade to memory, its just the hurt before the healing, oh, the pain that you've been feeling, its just the dark before the morning.

♥ josh wilson- before the morning

freedom

we were meant to live for so much more

have we lost ourselves

somewhere we live inside

somewhere we live inside

i don't want to keep going through the motions, following orders, walking in circles. we worry about the shadows pooling in the corners of the box we've confined ourselves to, others have confined us to, not even beginning to wonder about the sun pouring through the holes in our prisons that creates those shadows, never occuring to us that there is more to life, more than these little boxes, more than hate, judgements, worry, why do we live this way, trapped behind negativity, betrayal, why can't we open our eyes and peer through the cracks in our self-made prisons, to the beauty of outside, with a single word the walls of these cells would come crashing down, we could be free, i don't want to keep going through the motions, i want freedom.